.... Fun.... Not...

Everyone is busy when I am free.... But when I am busy.... Everyone else is free...

WTH!!!! It's hard to try to be a great friend when it always feels like I am disturbing someone or are too annoying.... I don't know what to do.....   

I miss S so much♥

I wish he was here... with me... right now.... Then I would feel great  

Then I would be busy with him.... I wish I was a thin and cute gf.... Then I could be a happy girl... Now... When I have overwork asthma... Then I need to take it little easy...

But I don't and I wont do that.. I am going to train and I am going to be thin and cute.... So he can he happy when I see him.... ♥♥♥♥♥

Oops.. Gotta Go... Bye Bye