I want to destroy my "father"s Wedding.. He is going to get married with a fucking girl he has known for one year. And he didn´t even told me that. It was my friend who told me that. And I hate him soo damn much that I want to destroy his wedding with a smile on my lips just because I hate him and just because I want to have a revenge on that "MAN" who I never ahs see as my father.. I have never look at him as my father. Just as a stranger who need phsycal help....

I want to destroy it, but I don´t know how to do it.... And I don´t know where it is either T__T

Okay now I am mean and I am keep going to be that because I have SO much fun then. Hahahaha

Bye Bye!!!

COOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!!!!

I wish I could be a vampire... Not that animal.. A vampire, a cool vampire.

I love read books about humans who been to vampire.. I want that too.

 I really l♥ve Vampires.

And if I could be a vampire then I could revenge on my "father" hehehehe....

don´t know what to write,,,,

BYE BYE TAKE CARE!!!!

awwww♥♥

I am sooo in love.. I have never feelt this for a person before.. It is something with Sean that makes me really happy and my heart beating..

He is the most amasing and awesome person in the whole world.. and the cutest emo that excist... Well.. The problem is I can´t tell him *I like you* or *I love you* because he don´t feel the same.. I know that.

But Nat Nat has told me I am more crazy now since I started to talk to him. But that´s not my fault.. It´s his fault... he made me like him, he made me fall in love in  him. And he made me feel like I am flying on pink cloudes... So that´s that mean,cute guys fault.. Not mine♥♥ >.<

And I have dreamed about him too... But THAT is a secret ;-) hehehehe

Have to go.

Take Care!!!

Ellie xxx ♥♥♥

Hello everyone!!

I have NO IDEA where in USA I want to live.. One thing is sure... I am gonna live in USA...

USA have 51 states and I have to choose 1...

The big question is... WITCH ONE I am gonna choose....

Well.. I have to talk with someone about this..

Bye Bye Take Care

Love E xxx

IRELAND HERE I COME!!!!!!! Not....

Hehehe well my dear friend Christy is going to live in U.S.A and then I can´t live in Ireland alone, so if she is going to live in U.S.A then I am going to live there too, soo... U.S.A HERE I COME!!!! Soon.... Just have to wait in maybe..... 5 years... THEN I can go. And I am gonna stay there. I just hope I can get a really cute guy there too, so Christy don´t have to feel like I am too annoying hehehehe.

I am really happy if I can live in U.S.A because I have wanted to live there and in Ireland. I just don´t know witch country I want to live in the most... But the problem is.... Where in the U.S.A I am gonna live... It is 51 States in USA and it is HUGE States.... But I just need to learn more English and then sing and HOPE Christy can sing with me. Then everythings going to be perfect ( I hope ).

Well Im wating for Tichana is going to get online on FB so I can talk to her because I REALLY NEED to talk to her ♥♥

Bye Bye

Love E xx ♥♥

PERFECT!!!

NOOOOT!!!

I hade my account on Facebook.. and the a stupid idiot come and borrow his gfs account and using her. He wanted me to me his computer Girlfriend and I didn´t wanted it and then he got mad and savd ALL my PICTURES and I didn´t know it until he told he that. Andhe maked an account with my name and my photos. soo... I maked a new one.. And now I won´t trust in ANYONE because I never know if they are idiots or if they want to be my friends..

Well... I guess My life is like a hell now until I know what I am gonna do with it...

Bye Bye Everyone!! xx

Det tog mig tid att förstå var ton
från varje stam och varje sten
Hur kan du tro att du hör hemma här?
Du som knappast står på egna ben

Allt har ett liv
och allt har en själ
Jag känner var stig,
här mottas jag väl
Naturen har ostört fått skapa min värld
allt jag vill ha har jag här

Likt varje träd
så vill jag gro
att jag når till skyn det vill jag tro
Min värld blev min för länge sen
en plats för en
på denna jord

[Instrumentalt]

Har sett din värld
med synen som lån
Så kom inte närmre,
gå härifrån
Allt ont har jag känt
var lögn har jag hört
men i min värld är inget förstört

Likt varje träd,
så vill jag gro
att jag når till skyn det vill jag tro
Min värld blev min
för länge sen
en plats för en på denna jord
En plats för en på denna jord
En plats för en
på denna jord